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[ MUSIC: hamasaki.ayumi - RAINBOW ]

Hello everyone, I know probably no one reads this but hello anyways. This thing has been dead for like ever and it is SO late right now and I really have nothing to do so I decided to make a short post.

Anyways so today I did just about nothing. I went to the Culinary Wrap, which is an amazing restaurant except THEY MADE MY FOOD CRAPPY TODAY! and the stupid Asian lady who has a fork up her arse is so stingy, she wouldn't even listen to me, she just kept screaming "NAPKINS"! Crazy woman. Damn Asian woman. I went to work shortly later after I watched Will & Grace. Eric McCormack is so damn fine, good lord. I'd do anything to be done by that man hahahaha...

Anyways I went to work shortly after... joy. I hate work. It's such a pain. All I do is stand there... except today I got a buttload of "To-Go" orders which are nice but drive you insane if you get like a hundred of them which have like 50 different sushi rolls. Damn the California Roll.

I've been thinking lately about many things, like why I am so obsessed with finding myself a man. Maybe it's cause I'm afraid to be alone. Well... that's pretty obvious. But I still can't wait to embark on that journey of love with the "one". Corney and lame I know, but how many of us aren't searching for true love? Eh whatever I'll live! Got to always look at the good things in life like music, fashion, and food. Good lord have I been obsessing about avocados. Their just so damn good. I heart avocados. Anyways... I'm lazy to post pictures but I guess I'll make a shout-out to Nishu cause she is sweet enough to keep me company this at night.

Nishu I loveeee youuus even though your a crazy psycho woman. Oh yeah everyone Bonfire the 22nd of July! Don't forget! Don't miss out! Call Nishu for info cause she's the planner hahaha cause she screwed up everything I did when we first planned it. Damn her and her issues with Beach parking. Lastly I need a friggin hair cut, I have a freaking lion's mane. Haha and OH I also saw a lot of Harry Potter freaks at the bookstore. Gawd those kids are freaky, get lives already LOL wait.. I shouldn't talk. *cries* I want to travel dammit.

Don't worry Nishu I'll be single forever. LOL Btw your cubed mother is eating my limes again... damn her. Aw crap her clan is trying to pry open my windows again...

Random post I know. Anyways loves and kisses everyone.

I'm such a homo.

Rain, rain, rain... Why won't you stop!

[ Music: ORANGE.RANGE - Hana ]

It seems like forever, and actually has been forever, since I've written in this old thing. Ah who knows why I still do... guess I am just tired and needed a break from my Oh so boring life. Been at work and doing homework constantly, it is driving me up the wall especially with the large amounts of reading I am getting from my English 105 class. Blehh... however surprisingly "A Connecticut Yankee In King Arthur's Court" actually turned about to be pretty interesting, especially from what it started out to be some journey of bad English and boredom haha (damn I still hate Mark Twain).

Another thing that is seriously driving me nuts is the WEATHER!! Ahhh it has been pouring for a ridiculous amount of days now... gawd I do not know how much more I can take. IT SO BETTER BE OVER BY THURSDAY.... as Jon's Belated B-day Day (haha) better go PERFECTLY AS I PLANNED or I will feel bad. Oh one other thing I finally met Teri everyone haha it was about time anyways. LOL It was amazing how fast we got talking about Johnny's Ent. stuff... it is a disease I tell you!! Ah good times, funny as I was on the fone for like 30 mins which was RIGHT outside her office. LOL Such an idiot I am...

Now other things to get done, I HAVE SO MANY FREAKING ESSAYS TO DO DUE BY MARCH 1ST!! Ahhh it is not fair, *cries*. But after all the essays things will be a LOT better hopefully! Especially since Nakashima Mika's new album "MUSIC" is out and Hamasaki Ayumi's new album "MY STORY CLASSICAL" is going to be out. There goes my paychecks ^^;; gawd I swear I am never getting to Japan, or new clothing haha which I SERIOUSLY am dying for.


[ MUSIC ]
Nakashima Mika

Oh and other new things... Yoshitsune was on this past Saturday! Enjoyable indeed, not as interesting as your typical JDorama but this is my first time seeing a Taiga drama so it should be fun and interesting. I like it so far except Kiyomori, that bastard!! Also is it just me or is Tokiwa really NOT THAT PRETTY. Oh wells can't change the cast list now. My Mum made me fried dumplings that night... gawd those were good *drool* I am really hungry now. I am craving a nice bowl of cold milk and cereal, I have been addicted to it lately, I have like a bowl after EVERY MEAL. Breakfast, lunch, AND DINNER. I am eating THREE MEALS. THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG RIGHT THERE. I do not eat MEALS! I think I am getting on the heavier side again *cries*. Oh wells I am Japanese boyfriend-less anyways... *dang it Takashi where are you!!*

Ugh got so many things to finish... wow I've written a lot... well this is a lot for me anyways in a blog entry. Well I promised to do some Tackey & Tsubasa and KAT-TUN scans so I should get those done as soon as I can set up the damn scanner again, which my brother unhooked -_-...

Well I shall leave you all with a to-do list of mine...

01. Connecticut Yankee Sentences
02. Connecticut Yankee Essay Rough Draft
03. A Raisin In The Sun Reading Response
04. FAFSA Form
05. JE Scans
06. Call Irene ( I SWEAR WE SHALL HANG OUT SOON )

Lot's more but that is all I can think of at the moment... I am getting tired haha, tired of everything actually. Is incredibly sad how low my life is already bleh... losing touch with everyone, tis sad really. Oh wells this year is already stinking.. hopefully I can change things for the better.. OH and get to those scans too haha. Hmm I am suppose to go shopping with Sherry too... ugh sucks that my budget does not allow for it though...

Hmm maybe I will post tomorrow after I finished my pile load of homework, and talk about my fun research time with my IGE 120 group which totally rocks (Francis watch for that kick to the face)! Laslty Gilgamesh & Enkidu rabu rabu forever hahaha...

- Toniy

Christmas Shopping is HARD

[ Music: hamasaki.ayumi - INSPIRE ] - JP Version -

Blahhh I can't believe I'm going to say that I hate Christmas shopping this year... That's just WRONG! Shopping should NEVER be this hard..especially for me! Why is it SO hard to shop for people *ahem ahem a certain gal pal ahem* blehhh whatever! I'll figure something out...

Anyways today was the same old same old... I work Monday mornings now instead of the night shift. It's SO much nicer even though today was SLOW AS HELL! It moves a lot faster than the night shift though. Afterwards went and got Thai food with my gal pal at Thai Basil, the restaurant in which Jon hates to death. Anyways the food was really good! I had Spicy Eggplants with Chicken and Rice, mmmm SO GOOD! I just love eggplant, it's SO SO YUMMY! Jeanette got the Pineapple Curry which is SO GOOD! I wasn't in the mood for curry today though...

Later on TRIED to do some shopping but that didn't turn out well ugh... I have 4 people still left on my shopping list from a total of 5. HOW SAD IS THAT!

Blehh but tomorrow I'm going to KINO!! YAY! To pick up the most wonderful item in which I have been waiting ALL YEAR FOR... *drum roll* Ayu's [ MY STORY ] ALBUM! It comes in CD+DVD or regular CD.. with four covers to choose from... I really have no idea which cover I want though since most of them are nice... well sort of. Not as good as her past covers but this one is fashionable. But yeah SO EXCITED! I CANNOT wait till work is over tomorrow so I can rush over and pick up my copy. THIRTHEEN BRAND NEW SONGS! *thud* That's just amazing...

So yeah I can't really think of anything else... this blog has been dead for like ever so I decided to make a quick update. I should make a new layout and version for Winter 2005. Anyways tomorrow going to get:

Ayumi.Hamasaki [ MY STORY CD+DVD ]
Ayumi.Hamasaki [ A BALLADS ] or w-inds. [ Prime of Life ]
and some magazine to add to my collection of a billion mags I have never touched hahaha their just SO DAMN ADDICTING especially the Johnny's ones. Damn Johnny Jimusho, draining my money!

Oh and a couple days ago met Marc (Tsubaenvy?) through Sein... ahh such nice and lovely people! Their so fun hahaha Anyways I don't have anything else to say... besides [ INSPIRE ] ROCKS! I can't believe Ayu is performing this song at Kouhaku.. it just DOESN'T fit but I LOVE the song the CD nonetheless. Okay okay I'm rambling BYE EVERYONE!

- Toniy

At CSU Pomona Library

Hi everyone, I'm at this crappy schools library with my boyfriend Nilushi HAHAHAHA she's the sexiest chimpanzee known to man. Like seriously, oh and were both going to hell... she violated trees and I like boys, go figure.

Heres Nilushi:
... NEVERMIND she refuses to talk..

Anyways, yeah I should be in Dance class but meh we decided that criticizing people would be funner. Were such bitches!! Oh yeah the other day this man on a bike with the BIGGEST FUZZIEST BEARD winked at Nilushi and at that moment she was struck by love.

Hmm hmmm hmmmm any other interesting things to report about... I can't believe I have updated since Sept 22. Geezus that was a long time ago. Sad how fast this year went by and it continues to get crappier and crappier. Blahhh at least there's going to be a BRAND NEW FULL LENGHT ALBUM by Ayu! Whoot whoot! It's titled MY STORY and there's 4 different cover versions and there's also a DVD version. Anyways time to go and I'm going to leave you with lyrics from Celine Dion's 'One Heart' Album:

"Have you ever been in loooooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee"

That is dedicated to my Nishu hahaha you sexy man you grrrrrr

- Toniy

Trip to Kino! and BALANCE~~

My gawd my blog has been dead for awhile... I just got tired of updating hahaha what a blogger I am... Anyways since I'm like dying of boredom I guess I'll blog about my day. First off started the morning somewhat nice and refreshed, which is EXTREMELY rare because I've been extremely dead and drained of energy lately...bleh... Anyways had a somewhat good/bad dream hahaha but I dreamt of Tackey again HAHAHA Geezus I love you Tackey *heart*heart* ugh and totally reminds me of the most AMAZING song on the darn [ Dream Boy ] DVD which is 'BALANCE' . Nere just recently uploaded a clip from Shounen Club, which has got to be the GREATEST CLUB EVER!! Hahaha but anyways another AMAZING performance by Tackey and KAT-TUN except they could have slapped Koki and Maru for even thinking about rapping in that song and ruining it. But yes Tackey in that shiroi suit is ABSOLUTELY amazing... X_X *dies* Eekers I need to find some photos and clippings of that outfit... it's SPECTACULAR. Ugh okay done rambling I think... anyways had lots of fun today with Audrey! Went down to Costa Mesa and I went on a magazine splurge and got lots of goodies:

Myojo October 2004 ~ Cover Artist: KAT-TUN
Wink-Up September 2004~ Cover Artist: Arashi
CD-Data July 2004~ Cover Artist: Ai Otsuka
CD-Data August 2004~ Cover Artist: Ayumi Hamasaki
Ready Go!~ Cover Artist: Ayumi Hamasaki



*sigh* Isn't Yaoi great?!?! I absolutely love this picture!!! It's so darn cute... I know this is RANDOM but I really needed a picture for this entry... it looks so boring without one hahaha but yes all the love to Kame & Jin. Oh and by the by Kame is absolutely stunning in Sept. Wink-Up along with Junno... but I don't need to mention how gorgeous Junno is cause we all know how BEAUTIFUL he is *dies* I really really should upload those pics...

I need to look through them again and practice my reading skills haha which absolutely suck. I HAD to get the Ready Go! Issue because the images are absolutely stunning. It's a photoshoot of Ayu's [ INSPIRE ] image, it's kind of like a Spanish theme. Hmm I should do scans... I haven't done those in ages, at least gives some use to my scanner. Hmm anything else... OH YEAH! Thanks Nere for reminding me I still have a blog HAHAHA she left me a message and I was like WTF it's still alive?!?! hahaha Anyways continuing on... following Kinokuniya we made our usual trip to Mitsuwa and once again saw the cute guy who works at Sanseido books but damn does he have the smallest waist... I was hungry and craving some Spicy Tuna Rolls so grabbed some of those at the market and then was in line and saw this somewhat cute Japanese boy who had a really nice smile but badly dyed hair oh wells no one's perfect and I shouldn't even be speaking about physical appearances... it was funny cause I gave him eye contact and I got it back in return and then he looked over at Audrey and then looked away... HAHAHA darn it!! I seriously need to stop hanging out with girls... it makes me look straight hahaha and that I'm dating them. Geezus people aren't I obvious enough?.... Wow just realized the affect Tackey has on me hahaha I was going to blog about work and just went into a Tackey ramble but anyways about work... it was just a regular blah day... was moving SO SLOW, I thought it would seriously never end. Geezus but working Monday and today paid for all my magazines YAY~~ hahaha so I don't need to worry about it so much.

In some good news I get my paycheck tomorrow~~ Wheeee but I dunno if I'll pick it up... maybe I'll just wait till Thursday and pick it up and deposit it. Whatever doesn't matter and lets see my schedule for tomorrow: 01. Gonna go do some clothing shopping with Nilushi cause I haven't boughten clothes in months... damn JPop/Idol addictions... 02. Gotta pick up my sister 03. Gonna hang out with gal pal! Hmm wonder if we'll get lunch together. Eeee and gonna show her some clips of [ Dream Boy ] cause Tackey is really my DREAM BOY!!! *glomps* anyways I probably forgot to talk about some things but it's late so I don't remember as much hahaha if were lucky I'll blog tomorrow hahaha doubtful but it could happen. Night everyone! - Toniy

OH OH OH ~~ Wish me luck on my first day of school! Which is *THIS* Friday *thud* I'm so NOT READY!! I'm going to seriously die. I'm scurd yo~~

Our Song

Anyways hi everyone this is gonna be a short post since it's ridiculously hot in here and I don't have much to say right now cause I'm out of it. BUT here are some lyrics that moved me so hahaha and was the first time a song brought me to tears ;_;
 
Our Song by Chihiro Onitsuka
 
Because you're not just right here with me,
I miss you
Because it's hard to say the words "stay with me"
I get to cry
 
And because I hear you say "stay with me,"
I'm so happy
All the things are because of you
 
* You see, my heart shines bright
You see, the moment we share shines bright
You know, you make the things bright
And now I wish you have peace of mind,
Peace of mind
 
When your walks gets slow and weak,
I stop to look
When you looks you need some help and cares,
I sit beside you
And as long as you walk with me,
I go with you
All the things are just simple
 
Dedicated to Takashi... Oh man I'm such a loser T-T  ...

I NEED A Life! and WATEVER!!!!! Oh yeah new layout... sort of

Music: [Onistuka Chihiro - Gekkou]
 

   (FIRST OFF: THANKS MEL!!! I LOVE THE GRAPHIC!!! and you chose a gorgeous pic of Junno ^__^ thanks sooooo much!!!!) Isn't my banner beautiful people! Oh and I still gotta get one of those comment boxes cause people are really strange and have the hardest time commenting on the comment link ^_^;;
 
Hey everyone! Man I need a life, if I had one I wouldn't be writing this entry right now hahahaha anyways... Today was a pretty fun day...well when I was hanging out with Jeanette anyways. It's really nice just to spend time with your friend at home and not really doing anything besides having a nice conversation, tis very relaxing and costs $0!! We watched a little of [The Bourne Identity] tis not bad but not THAT great either. Following decided to go for a walk and we ended up at Lee's Sandwiches as Costco was closed. What a bummer hahaha I wanted my mocha drink! But Lee's Coffee is good none the less except they give you barely any BASTARDS! And Jeanette brought me over a painting she made for me awwwwwwww it's so pretty!! Tis a sunset and you know what sunsets do to me ;_; THANKS GAL PAL LUV YOU MUCHO!!! *gawd my skin is f**king pissing me off!!! I HATE MY SKIN!!!)
 
Hmmm oh yeah took a boring practice drive down to Cal Poly Pomona to get ready for Orientation UGH IM SO NERVOUS!! And I told my Dad that I was gonna major in Education as I'm gonna become a teacher as great as Onizuka hahahaha (man I finally finished that Dorama and it's friggin amazing!!!! Still have to finish the special though...) and he wasn't very happy about it, he thinks it's not a good idea... it's ALL about money to Asian parents man!!!
 
Moving on anyways a couple days ago went to the beach again with Audrey and Jon was sooooo much fun!!!! It was a total blast!!! I'll post up pictures from first time we went to the beach as we ALL forgot our camera's this time hahahaha what idiots we are...
 
Gawd I'm getting fat... I'M A GIANT PIECE OF LARDDDD Ugh need to start excercising again.... ;_; It's just NOOO fun what so ever! Hmm I really have no idea what to talk about now... besides the fact Maki Goto and Ami Suzuki are Japan's stupidest idols!!! Maki Goto is just freaky and Ami Suzuki UGH DON'T GET ME STARTED!! Oh in other news saw PV clips of Ayumi's new PV [INSPIRE] and in better news THERE'S GOING TO BE A [GAME] PV!!!! I'M SO FUGGIN EXCITED!! Not that I'm not for this single... even though everyone's hatin' against it.... well one thing I've learned is PEOPLE ARE STUPID LOL...
 
Guess I won't be posting up any pics tonite or rather this morning... Hmm just to freakin tired to post/scan/upload anything. Tomorrow shall be beach pictures AND! umm umm OH maybe scans from the old issue of Myojo I got on sale at Kino. MAN I MISS TAKASHI SOOO MUCH!!!! Where are you ;_; TAKASHI A DOKO!?!!? I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH TAKASHI!!!! You were my everything and MY BISHIE!!! AND MY TAKA!!! DAMMIT I'LL GET MY TAKA IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO... That reminds me I should watch Fushigi Yuugi.. hahahaha and what's also creepy is that when I was at the beach I thought I spotted Nick everywhere!! SOO CRAZY! (Namie's SO CRAZY ROCKS LOL man I love that rap she does ...you treat me like lady your my baby hahahaha damn engrish) Oh man I'll never forget Nick good and bad times... and man was Troy Tech Fair a good time hahahahaha ^_~ man I'm a loser.... Oh and lastly Namie Amuro's new single is amazingly BEYOOTIFUL!! She is so amazingly gorgeous and the PV is so boring yet stunning since it's backed against this beautiful sunset on the beach *sigh* MEMORIES!!! Awww I'm so saddddd I'll never EVER EVER!!!   Be able to take long walks along the beach with Takashi and walk along the shore and watch the sunset and be able to share shoulder ;_; cause I'm too damn FAT AND OOGLYY!!! and ugh I could go on (GO ON GIRA GIRA SHISE... okay I'll stop... Tsubasa you so awesome hahaha or was it Kira...) !!! and and and and and stupid and boring and broke and and and unintelligent and untalented and UGHHHHHHHHHH that reminds me I'm really talented at umm okay maybe I shouldn't talk about this cause it'll make Audrey BLUSHHHH hahahahaha SENSEI!!! LOL Hmm should I cont. my list of why I hate myself... hmmm there's plenty to talk about but I'm think I'm good. 
 
Hrmmm my blog feels naked without some sort of graphic/photo!!! UGH What to do... I KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! Here's the must AMAZINLY GORGEOUS picture of Tsubasa and it makes me feel like a piece of crap on the side of the street... (wow I've upgraded!) Man Tsubasa is sooo perfect... HE'S MY HERO!!!! Well so is Ayu and a ton of other idols but Tsubasa is the epitome of what I wish I was. Oh gawd and don't get me started on his dancing... OMG THAT FRIGGIN REMINDS ME I HAVE'T TALK ABOUT HATACHI DE DEBUT CONCERT THATAUDREY GOT ME!!! AHHHHH *FAINTS* It...was...amazing... anyways THAT'LL BE NEXT ENTRY!!! LOL Look forward to it!

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Hmm let's see HIGHLIGHTS of this week:
 
Monday: Hmm maybe will make a stop at Jeanetters and watch a movie
Tuesday: NEW QUEER EYE! Dammit Jai I love you!
Wednesday: O GAWD SHOOT MEEHHH ORIENTATION!!! & NEW NAMIE SINGLE!!! ALL FOR YOU!!!
Thursday: ORIENTATION!!!! *dies* I'm not gonna make it T-T and why does the darn beach party have to be today!!!! Oh well I'll be late!
Friday: HMM HMM HMM IONO IT'S FRIDAY!
Saturday: UH UH UH UH I DUNNO!
Sunday: ONCE AGAIN I DUNNO!  
 
OKAYYYY I'M OFF!!! It's friggin 3! Soo I'mma go now!! MUAH!!! blah blah blah and one last thing CHIHIRO ONITSUKA F***KIN ROCKS!!! She gives me eargasms.... a huh yeah... oh and my sister's breath FREAKIN STINKS!! IT KILLS!!!

Anyways nighty night!!! Oh and I WANNNTTT A DENIM JACKET!!! (What the hell a whole damn wardrobe!!) AND AND DREAM BOY DVD AND INSPIRE CD+DVD AND AND AND YESASIA!!! AND AND JUNNO AND TAKKI AND TSUBASA AND AND AND TAKASHI!!! PLEASSEEE I'll <3 you forevers! Okay I shut up now! - Toniy
 
PS THANKS AGAIN MEL!!! AND OMG THAT REMINDS ME UTADA'S NEW SINGLE!!! Next entry anyways... cause you're easy and breezy and Utada's damn Japaneasy... I wanna see a big FAILURE stamp on her forehead LOL Well that would be mean OH WELL!